The worst type of crying is when your lips start to shake and tears build up quickly and fall fast. You’re bent over or crouched trying to suck it in and not make any noise, but it hurts too much to hold it in. So you let out a yelp and a cry. Then comes the loss of breath, which sucks because not only are you crying out loud but you think you sound dumb for not breathing too. It’s just a mess.
I am so tired of this. I am scared, I am not ready. I do not want to do this anymore.